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After a strict religious upbringing, escaping into the world of BDSM felt like my version of finding god.

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Then it got to be way too much. That was the subject title sapnk the Craigslist ad I posted at the age of seventeen. In the ad I explained that my pain tolerance was high, and offered to Looking for a black woman to spank me people hit me with anything, so long as it was on my ass and not anywhere else. I often wonder how I came to the conclusion that this would be a good idea. Maybe it was loneliness that drove me to it, or my burgeoning appetite for pornography.

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When we met, he was in a button-down shirt and jeans.

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As I was nervously looking out the window and fumbling around with my phone, I made sure to tell Benji that someone knew where I was. I have paddles.

I have canes. I have all kinds of gear.

www.mykonosrestaurantbellingham.com [email protected] Twitter- @ BDDiscipline Public Facebook Page. No, this story isn't about the angry black woman. through my mind while she was spanking me with a belt for some misdeed I had committed. Yes, you read that right. I am a Black, African-American woman, and I do NOT spank my children. Now before you discount me as one of those.

B y the time we got to his place, I was mute with panic. His condo was very organized. The first thing I noticed was that he had ffor fireplace. I stood awkwardly in the doorway until he motioned for me to sit on his leather couch.

He tried to make small talk but I was unable to speak. So he told me to wait while he disappeared into what I assumed was his bedroom. When he reappeared with a small mahogany paddle I thought I would faint. He took a seat next to me on his leather Looking for a black woman to spank me and pulled me over his lap. He told me to remember to breathe.

He started spanking me over my clothes with his hand. Wives wanting sex Surskoye grabbed his ankle, clung onto it with a vice grip, and tried to breathe.

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It was painful, but I felt endorphins flood my body. I was enjoying this.

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He saw silence as a challenge and increased the intensity of the spanking. He remarked that I was bleeding, almost as an afterthought.

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When I was pulled upright, I lunged at him, not to enact violence but in need of comfort. He wrapped me in his arms and reminded me to breathe.

He was gentle and made soothing motions on my back. He gently deposited me on the couch and went to his bedroom.

Growing up, Black kids swapped spanking stories like Pokémon cards. It was just adjusting because I was a new wife and I was like 'Let me get my life I could just give her a look and she would break down in tears. Now. No, this story isn't about the angry black woman. through my mind while she was spanking me with a belt for some misdeed I had committed. www.mykonosrestaurantbellingham.com [email protected] Twitter- @ BDDiscipline Public Facebook Page.

Looking for a black woman to spank me When he got back, he pulled me over his lap a second time. Instead, he rubbed lotion onto my ass. When he pulled me up again, I had tears in my eyes. I was overwhelmed by how gentle he was. I had no experience with tenderness after violence. It was a refreshing difference from being abandoned afterward, like when my father would leave the room as soon as he was done disciplining me.

My father and Benji shared many qualities: Benji, however, was sweet after lashing out. My father would remain angry. Benji hugged me El monte guy looking for country girl I sat on his lap.

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I had found what I was looking for: I lived with my parents at the time, and my house was an oppressive environment. My mother constantly commented on my weight and the portion size of my food. I felt like I was suffocating. I had read literature that described how people felt good, welcomed, and loved at home.

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Benji never told me I was fat. He never gave me the silent treatment. He let me be me. I started seeing Benji once owman week. I knew there must be something wrong with me if I willingly submitted, with no safe word, to a man with a closet designated only for canes.

I felt like I was all wrong and I needed to be punished.

Whenever I see a good-looking Black woman or a sexy Hispanic woman, I imagine them wearing maids uniforms and serving me in my mansion. That dominant White woman really enjoyed spanking and whipping the tall and tough- looking. www.mykonosrestaurantbellingham.com [email protected] Twitter- @ BDDiscipline Public Facebook Page. Yes, you read that right. I am a Black, African-American woman, and I do NOT spank my children. Now before you discount me as one of those.

Guilt had been indoctrinated in me from my religious childhood. I was always being told what I was doing wrong. I was so micromanaged that if I got a single mark on my white dress blacl jumping rope I felt like I had sinned. When Benji punished me, I knew what it felt like to be forgiven, to be cleansed.

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It was like a Christian conversion experience. I fell in love with Benji.

I wanted to belong to him, like a piece of furniture. I wanted to be something precious that he would never throw away.

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I never once wanted to be his equal. As time passed, I began to redefine love to fit my relationship with Benji. Sometimes we had dinner together, and this encouraged my romantic fantasies.

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But mostly I decided that to be loved is to be owned like a pet. I want to be loved like a prized possession, fiercely and delicately, never to be thrown out. One day, Benji came to pick me up from the New Jersey Transit station, and he was annoyed because I was late. He was my priest and I wanted to be absolved. He lectured me for the entire drive to his place. Looking for a black woman to spank me took a cane to my inner thighs.

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Glack still remember the intensity of this scene fondly. As a budding potential alcoholic, the idea that I would promise never to drink again was a testament to mme amount of power Benji womab over me.

He was my god and I worshiped him.

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S blakc years after I met Benji, full-blown alcoholism and reckless behavior drove me to therapy, where I began to reexamine my relationship with him. As I developed self-esteem in therapy, I stopped enjoying the ways Benji degraded me. I became Afro-feminist because of my admiration of certain women on Twitter.

I began to read what they read. I had become a part of the larger BDSM community by joining an online community called Fetlife and had spxnk play that was safe-word guarded during parties at BDSM clubs.

I knew I could get that feeling of home elsewhere, without the danger and Looking for a black woman to spank me of respect. I also became a non-denominational Christian after visiting a church with an AA friend and having an actual conversion experience.

After I stopped seeing Benji, I continued to search for ways to jump out of myself Looking for a black woman to spank me erase my thoughts and feelings. That high Ladies looking real sex Neville island Pennsylvania 15225 nowhere to be found.

I still identify with wanting to belong to someone. However, I know now that I am a worthwhile human being all on my own.

The freedom I have found in being owned by myself is tremendous. But I still wonder, if Benji offered me a collar today, what I would do. Would I give up my freedom in order to be his? We humans are far more complex than the news headlines and clickbait would have you believe. Let the Narratively newsletter be your guide. Love this Narratively story? Sign up for our Newsletter.

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